Time doesn't heal

"Desire was cruel. We should want only the things we can have, I thought; otherwise, longing becomes pain and pain turns us into creatures of dissatisfaction, sitting with arthritic curled fingers, scowling at the horizon, furious at the sun for rising and bringing us another day of disappointment."

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"Time doesn't heal scars, as most people commonly think," I said. "It simply makes them firmer, stiffer. One must accept it and not hope to mend and return to what he or she once was."

I now have $2101 in my bank account, thank God. Must give that to my mother asap as I will spend it on useless shit (ie: drugs & alcohol). I really want to go clothes shopping but I should wait until I'm in Europe, they probably have really neat clothes over there :)