I'm out of control. First a threesome, then a weekend away in another city which led to some serious drinking, cocaine and 6 hours of sleep combined. A threesome? That isn't so shocking, but drinking and cocaine? Now that's shocking. For someone who hates alcohol, I've been drunk so many nights in these past two weeks. And I told myself that I would never do cocaine but I just wanted to experiment. I hate breakups because I always go and self medicate, and I can't seem to pick myself back up this time, or maybe it's the fact that I just don't care anymore? Because I really don't.
Last night was the Tom Petty concert at the Air Canada Centre with Sharley and it was such a wonderful day! The ACC got smoked out, hahaha, I wonder how many people got fined for that. He didn't play 'Roll Another Joint' or 'Breakdown' and I was kind of disappointed.
If all goes well, I'll be going to the Cayman Islands in July. I just need to get away from here to clear my head, because that's just not possible here. Too many things to bring me down. I need to figure out what the fuck I'm doing with my life and move on from the breakup. Granted we weren't together long at all, but I have never felt a connection like that. It's unfortunate that he did not feel the same after awhile...
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