I really need to learn how to keep my mouth shut. I guess because I am so open, I just say everything and it gets me into trouble alot. Especially when I am talking about myself and another person, who does not want our business discussed. I'm fucking stupid. I never have regrets, ever, but this is one thing I definately regret doing. I hope I never have to hear about this again, and I hope no one ever finds out anything about anything. I feel like I almost ruined everything... and even still, everything could be ruined. I hate making mistakes, especially huge mistakes like this. Stupid me.
Job interviews have been going good and I got called back to two places, so hopefully Monday or Tuesday goes well. I could really use a job right about now, I am so bored most of the time and I need the money. And I want to go on vacation so bad and well, you need money for that.
I really wish people were more open. It hurts to hear that my father would disown me if I ever brought home a woman. Though he says that, he might get over it if it were to ever happen.. but the fact that he said that still really hurt. And it made me realize what people have to go through everyday. That's tough.
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