Thursday, March 27, 2008

I've seen more spine in jellyfish

Sometimes I really wish that you would just stand up for yourself. Be a fucking man! Just for once. I believe in equality, and it's clearly not happening here. I'm honestly sick, but most of all, tired of this nonsense. Can you blame me? For every single thing that I get in trouble for, he gets away with. He gets everything handed to him on a silver platter, while I struggle. He had it so easy but I would never trade with him, ever. His upbringing is only going to screw him in the long run. Bottom line is, we're two "children", and I deserve to be treated the same way that you treat him. And as much as I love him, he is a spoiled rotten brat. And please don't threaten me when I bring this up. You know it's true just as much as I do, you just don't want to stand up to her. Sorry but unlike you, I'm not going to back down. I thought you weren't either... ah, women, they cast a spell on you.
(I hope you know that)

And please, do me a favour and keep your mouth shut about my current job status. It's not helping and to be completely honest, I'm only 21 years old and I'm not really thinking about what I'm going to be doing for the rest of my life. At this point, I could care less. All I care about is getting a job anywhere and saving some cash to travel and get the hell out of here. Even if only for a week. Travel. My heart yearns for it.

On a brighter note, today the birds were chirping and I cried for the first time in weeks. That's a good thing, right?

So, is that what you call a getaway?
Well tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I miss my blogging days! And my website days. Haha.

ashleh said...

yeah but you have a livejournal.... or is blogging completely different? hmm.

Anonymous said...

I guess I mean websites and actually having something to say! haha.